@bombRoxx

ii haven't done a post in like sooo long , so i decided that it may be time for me to start . [ tired of writing in journals ] . nothinn much has much has happened from then to now , probably i got my heart broken but i'm fine now . haven't smoked some good "ish" from that time , but i figure i'm doing good without it . had a lot of friends turn their back on me but hey it's not like i go around looking for friends . so i say F-CK EM ALL !
it is now o10 and i thank God above for granting me another year on His earth .

i also have a new twitter @bombRoxx [ so tweet me ! ]
umm yeah that's about it .

five carats or no carats .

okay so . ever since beyonce has come out with the put a ring on it these bitches been going crazy getting they man to wife em and/or put a ring on it . BUT with me it's so different . very different actually . you not gonna put just any ring on my finger . hell to the N O . i learned from the best that the ring has to be of quality . not quantity . lemme tell you . to put a ring on my finger . it has to be five carats or no carats OKAY ! . i don't care how you view me .. GOD forbid something happen to the relationship . but if it does . that ring will pay for something . house note , car note , shit and much more . i want five carats or more . i want something to show off to my friends and my mom . shit nigga step yo game up . and i am very proud to say that I AM high matinence .

best friends .

ahhhh . i know this will get looked down upon by many people . personally i don't give a fuck . life is short and being put in restrictions can restrict your life . people will ask me .. oh what does weed do for you or what do you do other than smoke weed . FIRST OFF . weed is not a fucking drug [ well it is ] but depending on where you get it , it's not chemically processed . it's a natural plant that grows on the earth God put here for us to grow on . i love smoking weed . on a lazy day ... just chillin around the house i would roll up and go outside and get high . it's nothing if there's nothing to do that day . when i finish smoking i would just go back inside take a shower . and go somewhere or chill . weed has done nothing to corrupt my mind or alter my thinking . AND i know some guys are like " ohhhhhhhh i don't like girls who smoke " UMMM OH EFFIN WELL . i will find a guy that does like it . i'm still on my way to success . weed has not held me back not one bit . i haven't smoked weed in the past couple of months . but back then i used to smoke it everyday i come home from school . but i stopped and hopefully i can go a little longer . but with these long days . i might have to get lit every once in a while to take my mind off the pressure .

your heart is in my hands .

umm i wanted to blog about this painting . they say a picture is worth a thousand words . and i for one have a thousand and one words for this . this is deep . because of the number of meanings it can have . i usually have my heart in my hands because i'm a very nice person . maybe too nice . in relationships i tend to keep my heart in my hands where he can't get it but sees it . get it ? .. it can also mean someone who gives there heart to everyone and is left empty-handed . it can show you the person's emotions by looking into it . it can be the heart of someone else in the hands of someone else . saying you have it . it can be a whole list of things . i just wanted to share what i thought about it .

In God I Trust

sometimes the person we trust the most , will be the one that will bring us down . we tell them everything that happens to us or has happened . we confide in this person . we think this person will keep us afloat in good times or bad . but when the friendship or relationship is tested , is when true colors come out and we really get to see people . if that person was true to you and what you have , then you know shit is good . but when something goes wrong or hard times come about and that person you look to isn't there .. then what ? .. treat your friends as though they may become your enemies . some people may not believe in this saying but i do . often times we find ourselves getting into a fight with one of our friends . your friend may think that the friendship is over and may want closure or revenge . then the secrets you told them are not secrets anymore . but i think that once you tell someone a secret that only you know . then how the hell is it still a secret ? secrets are meant for the heart and body to keep . back to it . she/he goes around telling everyone your secret . thought that was the person you trusted .